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what happened to him?

Monday, January 18, 2010

1myf.

-something ive been restricting myself to say for weeks.

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anyway,
lots of things are happening lately.
im saddened by whats going on,
its one of my worst nightmares.
i dont understand what is running through his mind.
dont he feel what th girls would feel?
dont he understand how she would feel?
dont he notice he's smearing all ties when this happens?
im just hopingwishingpraying fo a miracle to happen,
where something/somebody will just give him a smack to reality.
before its really too late.
its his own loved ones who'll be at loss.
HE himself is th one at most loss.
its reallyyyyy making me feel sad.
putting myself in th girls shoes, especially.
what happened to him?
he who was someone loving & fun,
suddenly seemed so heartless.
so very heartless.
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dont he ever spare a thought about him and her?
the exemplary ones are right in front of his own eyes.
they are now all so worrieddd,
why aren't you thinking straight?
why are you keeping their minds so occupied with your stupid desires&problems?
which is like, super disturbinggg
not to just One, not to just Two, not to just Three,
but th whole entire tree!
dont he spare a thought about us?
how our perception and respect for him would be smeared too?
i really dont understand what's he thinking.
PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE WAKE UP!
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thinking of this whole shit makes me tear.
its reallyreallyyyreallyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy sadddd, youknow.
i cant imagine how things'll be like, when its too late.
only then, you'll realise?
only then, you'll repent?
whatthehell lah.
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& at this point,
i really give my utmost respect to her,
and admire her,
fo all her strength and will,
after all th shit she's been through.

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okay hmm,
Kaknin's going off for studies in australia on th 13th Feb(if im not wrong),
omgdd, thats so so superrrrr soooon lahhh.
she'll only be back months later.
im gonna miss kakninnnnnnnnn,
nevertheless,
i wanna congratulate kaknin for going over!
she must be excited!
hahahaha,
i wish you allllll th best kaknin,
LOVE YOU ALWAYS.. <3
:'D
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LOVE,
FAIZAH BONNIE.
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